Sexual Guilt

Sleeping with my girlfriend is down to less than once a week now, to be honest it's never really been great. I've known her for about 5 years and we've been sleeping together for most of them. I haven't slept with anyone else but her for quite a long time now. A monogamous sexual relationship has never worked for me.

The best sexual times for me are when I'm sleeping with several girls at once. Not at once, at once, but let's say two plus a week. That; I could handle. The guilt inside me would somehow give me a sexual power that I could release (no pun intended) on another girl. It would work both ways and I felt that it strengthened my relationship with whoever my main partner was at the time. This is back in the day when I barely ever felt the need to indulge myself in masturbation.